Le Smiley :)

Feb02 .

2012-02-02T13:46:00.002+08:00

6 days of holidays ahead.

Home?

#fragile

2012-01-31T20:14:00.002+08:00

7.26 in the evening,

where the blue sky is turning dark.

I went down to get myself a Mocha.

thought of getting my favorite fried beehoon down the street to happyfy* myself.

WHO AM I KIDDING.

I am too depressed to swallow food.

On my way back home,

I passed by this mother pushing a baby push walker carriage.

Her baby was adorable really :)

and she was humming a Hokkien song to her baby.

I basically had to look up the ceiling to avoid tears rolling down.

the minute i walked into the lobby,

I saw this young girl who's about my age saying goodbye to her mom.

I could hear her mom asking her to eat on time, to take care of herself and all.

i couldn't take it anymore.

i was pressing the lift's Up button again&again.

harder each time.

I miss my Mommy Dearest.

I seldom talk to my friends about it.

cos' it seems childish and lame.

but since the day Daddykins left us, i literally just wanna stick w/ Mommy Dearest all the time.

The fear of losing it is.

But.

reluctantly i'm growing up.

i have to pursue my education for a better future. For my family's better future.

I overestimated myself.

I'm not that independent and tough.

I'm still alwys the Daddy's or Mommy's girl at heart.

Forever & Alwys will be.

:')

31jan2012

2012-01-31T06:53:00.001+08:00

Ahh.

Dreams.

:\\

Allo Paris.

2012-01-19T01:41:00.006+08:00

最近心情起伏很大．

好像慢慢地，没有了以前的活力和动力．

我说，

上天着爱开我玩笑.

如果你问我，

LousyJanuary.

2012-01-18T04:08:00.005+08:00

Believe it or not,

this month for me, its like roller-coaster.

*roll eyes*

I can't say its plain bad.

because since i've moved to KL, i'm eventually a step closer to my darlings.

They made me smile like there's no tmrw.

BUT.

of course, its not all good it can't be all good right..

*sigh*

I would say January is not a good month for me.

With me enrolling into college, dealing w/ the very messy subjects registration & of course th worst of all,

my supposed-to-be 75% scholarship being reduced to 30% instead.

due to ALL SCHOLARSHIP FUNDS HAVE BEEN APPLIED & TAKEN BY PRE-U & A LEVEL STUDENTS.

*heart bleed*

To be honest,

I wasn't mad. I just felt hopeless that's all.

HOW THE HELL CAN THE FUNDS BE FINISHED WHEN THEY STILL ALLOWED ME TO APPLY LIKE, MONTHS AGO W/O INFORMING ME.

*smack head*

Well,

that basically explains my very swollen eyes almost everyfreakingday.

I couldn't help it.

I felt like i was pranked or sth.

ONLY THAT IT WASN'T. IT WAS IN REAL.

seriously hope they are gonna do sth about it (like they promised)

#fml

Alright.

all bad things aside,

i had fun w/ my friends over here as today is only like, the 2nd week of college.

Still relaxing and all.

and i'm starting to get used to the life & people over here.

and of cos the traffic.

W/ my phone & my gps with me, i guess i'm all good.

Lol.

Some recent pictures,

to remind YOU that i'm still alive :)

(YES I SURVIVED)

BabyAnn :)

she's been like a sister to me through this period of time!

FishyFoo.

from Kampar to KL, nuff said. ;)

And,

of cos this 2 lovebirds.

They actually took some really silly pictures of themselves using my ph.

JUST TO MAKE ME SMILE.

*giggles*

Guess i'll just have to embrace my inner-smiley,

to overcome all these cloudy&rainy days.

*self-hypnotizing: I'M TRULY BLESSED*

(repeat for 45282368368x until its convincing enough!)

11012012 .

2012-01-11T20:13:00.001+08:00

Very confusing part my of education.
still waiting to register all my subjects.
BUT.
stress is already pilling up like a bitch.
@@
and according to my friends,
i've become quieter.
can't wait to meet mom tomorrow & my bestfriend who's coming to KL th day after.
*sigh*

Will seriously have a proper update after everything get sorted out.

07012012 .

2012-01-07T19:15:00.003+08:00

Reached my 2nd home at PJ safely afterall.
w/o using Papago or any other GPS.
This, like CCM said, is a miracle @@

After unpacking my stuffs & cleaning my room,
while waiting for Lewis to arrive,
i noticed,
WELL WELL WELL.
this is it.
my new life in KL.
and yet, i feel empty now.
sitting in th living room.
hugging my pillow which i've been using since i was born.
listening to Hyuna's Change while typing this.

Its 7.18pm.
and i wondered what would i be doing if i'm home now.

I miss mom.
more like worry of, sometimes.
will she be lonely at home?
this might sound ridiculous to some afterall i'm just here to study i can alwys drive back if i wanted to.
But things are so much different since dad's gone.

I miss everyone at home!
I miss bitbit (my shi tzu) & coffee (my new pomeranian)!

Can't believe i'm saying this,
but i do wish CNY comes faster!
(because of th holidays of course)
:)

06012012 .

2012-01-06T01:39:00.001+08:00

Moving to PJ tmr.
Not happy.
:(

29122011 .

2011-12-29T05:19:00.004+08:00

Its 5.15am when I woke up.
It's just so quiet now that this is not good right now.
It's like those late nights that made you rethink about what you did & who you've become yadah gets emo & sulk and that kind of thing.
And, it's nth good at all.
Cuz' I've been like a free soul for these few months.
I thought I very much love and want changes & all.
And I thought I wouldn't look back.
Yea well I thought.

I randomly clicked on my fb app on my ph,
And coincidentally I saw updates. Of certain people.
And it just kinda made my heart squint* a lil'.
It's just,
How can you get over someone that leaves like footprints in your heart.
I mean, like officially get over like seriously.
Enough is enough oh my goodness.

How can I be so ridiculously stupid to be led on by someone just likethat.
And yet i know even if it blossoms, it's heading nowhere.
It's not a right person wrong timing or right timing wrong person thing.
It's just, nth is right about this.

*inhale* *exhale*
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GROW UP!

Im so heading back to bed.
Im freezing.
And I will not sit here & think of my faults & flaws,
& cry my eyes off.
My eyes are swollen enough already fml.

And I'm so not looking forward to starting a brand new year this time.
What's so good about 2012 *pfft*

23122011 .

2011-12-23T12:57:00.001+08:00

I actually learned drawing this eyeliner through some YouTube tutorials. It turns out, not so bad right :D

22122011 .

2011-12-22T16:07:00.003+08:00

This is beautiful.

trashy but beautiful.

sick but mysterious.

her eyes are like windows to her soul.

like she holds too much secrets.

If you know what i'm talking about.

17122011 .

2011-12-17T17:44:00.003+08:00

This is so pathetic.

I'm officially Miss EmoFace for th day *_*

I just cannot stop finding flaws and little stuffs to annoy th shit outta myself.

It might be me, or my evil twin sister or my inner self conscience or that i'm just plain sick of myself now.

Have been hanging out w/ my dearest childhood friend for 2 days str8 since i arrived KL.

it was awesome, really.

but it also makes me sick of myself for being who i was for th past years.

i mean,

i do deserve to have some fun instead of making sure i hit that CGPA,

or being that good daughter & sibling that i'm very much expected to be.

I've never get along well* w/ alcohol.

i get drunk so easily, sometimes too easily in fact.

Hence,

i had to ask babe's friend to stop th car at somewhere and throw up.

and we went back to their apartment and th guys had their 2nd round.

while us girls just had our girl talk :)

However.

we had this random conversation out of nowhere,

that i think i somehow had ignited th fire :\

I swear i was just tryin' to help.

i had to drink like one third of th alcohol be4 i get to ask each question.

its like a rule or sth but i think it was all worth it.

atleast i get them to have this very sensitive conversation &,

i'm keeping my fingers crossed for it to work by improving their relationship.

I got teary a lil' when we talked bout family stuff.

i wouldn't say it was a coincidence to have this person that i don't really know about to have this exact same feeling w/ mine towards our family issue,

cuz its nth good to be single-parented anyway.

but it really just reminds me a lot about how i actually miss my daddykins deep down beneath.

it was like buried so deep under and it was really fragile that even one single fingertip touch was all it takes to make me emotional & irrational.

It was really painful to like talk about it or listen to anyth that is related to it.

eventho its been years since but sometimes,

i still very much wanna be Daddy's girl that i used to be.

i don't wanna be forced to grow up and learn to 'survive' in this so-called society.

i just want someone to be reliable enuf for me.

unfortunately there aren't any, at all.

Sometimes,

i guess people tend to forget that th girl who's there for everyone needs someone to be there for her too.

Babe and I reminisce bout our high school life & have some heart-to-heart talk.

it was neither embarrassing nor awkward.

it was just really a heartfelt moment.

:')

I only went back to Fish's place around 8 in th morning.

I can't believe we actually spent th whole night having alcohol, playing some stupid game that i alwys lost & ended up drinking & talking that much.

but 1 thing for sure,

i know eventho its been so long since babe & i last met,

but i still really find myself to be th childish girl during high school,

still being protective & all.

And eventho how strongly i've denied what they said about 'my issue',

when i come to think of it now,

i guess they're right afterall.

i shouldn't care and just let it go.

afterall,

i'm not some backup girlf that needs to be there evrytime he looks back.

what if th other way round when i need him to be there?

and i'm definitely not anyone's babysitter.

so don't find me only when you're lonely, sad, emo or stuffs likethat.

i'll try to be a good friend if you don't go over th board tho.

signing off and i'm gonna continue sulking.

atleast be4 dinner w/ my lovelies lt8r tonight.

trashy.

2011-12-08T13:26:00.010+08:00

note:

I've alwys been jealous of my very hot girlfriends who can do that alluring, seductive look.

they can do thick eyeliner and flaming hot red lips.

*sizzling hot*

while I,

still look th same old boring ordinary me after all these years omFg :\

I have spotted this super hot red lipstick weeks ago and so wanted to get it.

but yeah i didn't get it.

cuz no one agrees w/ me *boo*

according to most of them, i can't do THAT kind of look.

i'm more towards th sweet, simple route. FML.

Sis has this make-up instructor friend who used me as a model to try on this dinner look or sth.

i swear it looks awful in real.

atleast for me, it did.

I have like an inch thick of makeup on my face *roll eyes*

BUT.

it actually looks OKAY in photos. teehee.

Anyways.

He's like th ONLY one who says it looks good, in real.

he likes me trashy.

LOL no wonder we didn't work out afterall.

;)

27112011 .

2011-11-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

Life.

Just when you thought you've known it all & seen it out,

you realized sometimes, 'BEEN THERE, DONE THAT' doesn't stop you from repeating those mistakes.

You've probably sworn for 32469times w/ your head held high that you're never ever ever gonna forgive that someone or fall for that jerk.

and yet,

you'll look into th mirror & find yourself crying your face off, again,

for th same damn reason.

how ironic ;)

They say life is about taking risks.

and that you have to try doing something becse' you just never know.

but what if you've already tried it but for whatever ridiculous reasons that you've come up w/,

you still vry much want to do it again?

Eventho that last time, you cried so hard & had your heart broken.

Eventho you actually know it is not right it is not good it is not what you're supposed to do.

BUT.

yea th 'buts' just kept coming.

生活 ,

许许多多的未知数 .

But there's alwys, alwys a reason to smile.

My partners in crime .

2011-11-15T02:06:00.003+08:00

I had such an awesome time these few days :)
it was supposed to be this really short trip.
but ended up w/ me staying for 2 more days & having a hell good time *laughs*
Those days were actually filled up w/ movies-shopping-window shopping-slacking-feeding ourselves food-heading towards Genting-screaming-hot gossips-laughter and evrything that shouts FUN FUN and LOTSA FUN :)
and i have to thank Fish for letting me to crash her place at pv10 for these few days,
when she's actually busy w/ her assignments&journals and stuffs likethat :\
Also,
she has to put up w/ me like, annoying-noisy me LOL.

I've alwys say,
i should've been some really nice person in my past lifetime.
Because i have super awesome friends who would put up w/ me & stand by me no matter what are th consequences :)
i have great people around me that w/o a word,
would be happily lend helping hands to me.
:')

I guess time passes real fast,
especially when you're having fun :\
now its back to reality.
where we are actually further apart from each other,
and have to rely on whatsapp-talkbox-viber-line-fb inbox to talk *big sigh*
i guess we just have to grow up and live w/ th fact that we're no longer so close.

Here's to our future,
where hopefully, we're still part of each others' :)

11112011 .

2011-11-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

I would love to say time flies.

but right now,

its not doing any good for me, yet.

well well well.

rantings aside.

Will be in KL this evening :)

and i bet i'm gonna have a hell of a great time!

Yes you're so damn right.

my life's pretty just boring now.

slacking most of th time *roll eyes*

BUT.

this will not go on for long.

;)

Oh and whats th big deal of today?

yea i know its th 11th of November of year 2011.

SO?

*shakes head*

xoxo.

uptothdate!

2011-10-29T12:12:00.007+08:00

Some updates finally :)

so as i was saying in my last post,

my Diploma convocation *laughs madly*

okay so apart from th excitement of receiving th scroll & being officially graduated,

of cos meeting coursemates and friends of th past 2 years was th icing on th cake!

so 5 of us (Nick, CCM, Lewis, Yan and me) spent a night at GK.

After checking in,

we secretly sneaked into JunHao's hostel.

its a surprise birthday celebration for him :]

then we headed to Ghany for our usual yum cha routine!

*reminisces* LOL.

of course th next day most of us were like zombies *shrugs*

but it was all worth it! ;)

That joy of meeting them is beyond words.

i actually had to hold my tears from rolling down my cheeks & embarrassing th shit outta myself.

you know its just really weird to see people that i used to hang out w/ evryday,

heading towards different direction, w/o me.

Listening to gossips&stories of their new life,

i'm really happy for them but at th same time,

i just feel left out or sth likethat.

its like they were telling me stories of theirs,

instead of us, telling our stories together :(

Ohh wells.

life goes on, whether you like it or not.

but i'm pretty sure we're gonna be friends for life :')

th kind that meet up evry year during occasions, holidays, festivals or whatsoever.

th kind that travel together.

th kind that become godmom&dads of each other's children.

*fingers crossed*

It seems like evryone is heading towards their dreams& ambitions.

As for me,

i'm gonna enroll into KDU for their Degree programme starting January next year. :)

i'm most prbly gonna be taking double major.

altho i'm gonna be alone w/ no known friends at all,

ohh wells i had survived it thru TARC so there's no reason i can't do it all over agn at KDU i guess.

still gonna walk-in for further course details and stuffs likethat be4 registration tho.

we'll see how it goes on that. :)

Ohh and i've finally got myself an Iphone4 *whee*

tho i know i know, Iphone4s has been released and evryone's so crazy about it.

but th price is skyhigh i heard *ka-ching*

so i'm hunting for nice nice casings now whoot! :D

and also due to getting my new ph,

camwhoring is so much fun& easier!

*grin*

Some images in my phone!

*whee*

group shot!

(th day of our convocation)

*big wide grin*

(my current obsession. sho cuteeeee)

(and thats me, before getting all blur& drunk at Barroom)

til then.

Convocation 2011.

2011-10-23T10:59:00.006+08:00

And so,

my Diploma programme of 2years&4months are finally completed.

there has been a lot of sugar&spice in between.

but i cherish every moment spent w/ my dearest coursemates.

those who stand up for me/by me when things go worse.

those who gave me support & made me believe in myself.

those who taught me how to handle life.

and each&evry single thing.

and of course,

thanks to my lovely family who made my Diploma possible.

and now, reluctantly,

we're back to our own lives.

life moves on.

but memory sticks til th end.

06102011.

2011-10-06T14:22:00.002+08:00

my latest photo.

(MOS night out)

Its been ages since i last had a proper update *phew*

ohh wells :)

Life's good so far.

Im currently staying at BU, PJ w/ my dearest bff :]

Despite being a newbie in this town,

i had lotsa fun!

i got a job earlier and completed it in a 10-10 basis *yawn*

it was challenging, considering that was my 1st ever serious job.

i actually went for 567890 interviews but due to time constraint,

i took that part time job and worked my ass off like some off-school graduand.

in btw those working hours & even until now,

i've been receiving loadsa phone calls on part-time jobs elsewhere & some full time ones.

however *laughs madly*

i've decided to leave PJ for my lovely hometown.

(at least until my convo)

As for living in PJ,

it wasn't hell all th time.

i've adapted to its busy lifestyle.

i've got used to th vry fast walking pace *roll eyes*

and then i've gotten used to th skyhigh prices and living rates here.

as for th culture & language,

not a big problem (considering i'm one half abc myself)

but my chinese actually deteriorated LOL.

Even th clubs are so much more fun & uhm, wild :D

i went for ONLY once so far, MOS ;)

and it was definitely a 'culture shock'.

As for th clubs in Ipoh.. *big sigh*

LOL.

Its actually quite saddening to leave,

as i was only starting to adapt to this lifestyle here.

but, home is alwys my best place on earth :')

afterall,

i'm gonna stay here like forever next year when i start my degree programme.

and about that,

i'm still scratching my head on which college to go.

Taylor or Kdu? *shakes head*

Besides, i have to settle my TARC diploma convocation stuffs by th coming Monday.

it's like th deadline for th submission *roll eyes*

and convo's on th 22nd i heard LOL so yeah \:

and speaking of convo,

God has seriously been treating me good enuf :)

i'm th only one graduating w/ Distinction in my course*whoot whoot*

you know i wouldn't wanna sound arrogant or whatsoever,

but it was definitely my hard work!

call me arrogant call me fake!

i don't really care what you say anyway, Loser ;)

well thats it so far :)

frequent updates, maybe aftr i get back.. or not!

*laughs*

Here's to life :)

cheers!

2011-09-21T10:25:00.001+08:00

My life is so random here!
*roll eyes*

19092011 .

2011-09-19T02:37:00.003+08:00

Currently staying at Michie Land at PJ :)
Th initial plan was to research bout Taylor's degree programme .
then,
came out of nowhere, th idea of getting a part time job & surviving here for now .
so yeah.
I'm lucky to have a place to crash for now .
(thanks Michie!)

Though most of my friends are at Setapak/ Wangsa Maju area as TARC advance diploma program officially starts in like 5 hrs time .
/:
While I,
got myself hired for a job at 1 Utama.
It was weird tho :x
Got hired on my 1st job interview here just within that few minutes of so-called interview lol .

Anyhow .
I miss home, still .
Issit really possible to be homesick whn it's been what?
like only 2 days away from home *roll eyes*

Ohh wells .
I guess we'll just have to see what happens next ;)

Loser who?

2011-09-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

Oopsie Doopsie!
how embarassing for you :(

Now Now Now-
Loser, who?
;)

don't get me wrong,
i absolutely agree w/ being humble.
but not towards those that underestimated you at th 1st place you see..

a piece of advice,
karma is a bitch :)

14092011 .

2011-09-14T19:51:00.002+08:00

My diploma year achievement will depend solely on th last semester's results,
which will be released tmr :/

Normally I would be so nervous & thinking of all th possibilities.
Instead,
I guess I'm too terrified by th thought of leaving to kl this coming saturday,
that I have not been trembling or having whatsoever reactions due to results being released.

Like they say,
time flies :(

But still,
*fingers crossed* for tmr's results!

Wake-up call .

2011-08-31T12:59:00.002+08:00

Sometime between th exam period,
I think I was blindfolded by my vulnerability.
Too vulnerable,
Until I let myself believe someth that hardly existed in real.

And I finally realized,
Sometimes knowing too much can turn things bad,
Like real bad.

Being fooled by that L* word for several times,
I guess, well I thought,
I would finally understand how things don't just work according to our affection.
That several times of lessons were like giving me few tight slaps on th face!
It's really painful.
BUT-
It also drags you out from your lil' fantasy & back into reality!

I should've known how feelings, mood, wants & all other irrational stimulations..
They do not,should not & must not have any say in ruling your life.
They're random, fragile and irresponsible.
But I guess those tight slaps on th face only served as pointless reminders for me.

For,
I still wanna believe.

*smack head*
Oh c'mon!
How could I have fell to those.
I felt so effin' stupid.

And now.
I'm so, so wide awake.
I know exactly how & what I'm gonna do,
to you.

Cos' baby boy,
I don't do substitution ;)

朋友仔 :)

2011-08-25T22:03:00.007+08:00

明年的今天,

你我会在哪里?

那时的身影已不易寻觅,

那时的我们会不会记得曾经拥有过的而感到难过?

你我是否还记得对方，记得那年都曾有过的疯狂?

YanYan 的超夸张笑声;

CCM 这最爱演的肥仔;

Lewis 作弄我的蠢样;

Nick 那满脑鬼点子的8卦样;

Joyi 那大家姐样的傻大姐;

Victor 这个恶心又小胆的开心果;

Jun Hao 这个假正经的大小孩 ...

曾经的我们是如此的熟悉,

明年的今天, 是否大家已成为见面会尴尬的陌生人?

曾经拥有过总总回忆的我们,

明年的今天, 是否已成为那不值一提的过去?

曾经生活得像个大家庭的我们,

明年的今天, 是否连出来见见面, 喝喝茶也可免则免?

今天,

终于鼓起勇气把墙上的照片, Eiffel Tower 和所有朋友仔为我庆祝20岁生日而做的,

一一拆下 ...

我哭了,

哭得好凄惨 .

一整天以这样的情绪拆下墙上属于我们的回忆,

收拾着房里的东西, 再把东西搬上车,

从四楼到底楼，再从底楼到四楼 .

这样反反复复的 ...

这种感觉,

会难过, 会心痛, 会怕 ...

也许之前大家都只是在讨论以后, 计划未来 ...

所以没有悲伤没有眼泪 .

如今却已是大家真正离别的时候,

虽然说好不会忘记彼此, 会常出来见面,

感觉依然有很大的差别 .

我们将会有各自的生活,

一起早餐的习惯已不会再是理所当然 .

又或者,

我们都有着不同的方向, 迈向各自的未来,

我们的时间表上再也容不下一起玩乐, 8卦, 诉说心事的项目 .

几天前,

Nick 回去了 .

今天一早,

Victor 也走了 .

下午,

连我的 Housemate, Lewis 也离开了 .

房子好像空空的,

我的心情也变得莫名的忧伤 ...

请原谅我的自私,　

我只是不想大家分开 .

即时说好会保持联络, 会时常见面,

我,

依然没有安全感 .

也许我们大家只不过是彼此人生当中的过客,

只会出现在某某某个镜头 .

:')

但至少在这一刻,

我理直气壮的说:

我交到了一班不平凡的朋友仔 .

朋友仔教会我，

那真正的友情 :)

我想,

过去了的总是不能忘,

想起时 .

总禁不住泪眼盈眶 .

朋友仔,

我爱你们 .

分离 .

2011-08-23T17:50:00.013+08:00

其实明明知道要离开,

但偏偏还是会流泪，会不舍 .

我以为我懂得掩饰 .

在舞会里，大家哭得稀的哗啦,

我忍住不哭,

对自己说 :

this is not an ending; its just another beginning .

随着要离开的日子越来越近,

我真的不懂得如何反应 .

屋里贴满了我们的照片,

代表着我们这两年多来的回忆 .

每天每天,

我都提醒自己要把它们拿下,

但还是选择把懒惰当借口 .

其实,

我根本不想把它们拿下 :(

我真的很不舍得放下 .

朋友仔,

我爱你们 .

xx.

21082011 .

2011-08-21T17:20:00.002+08:00

Our dreams; Your reality .

randomly clicked into an old friend's fb profile,

and saw that she's doing really great .

enrolled in Cambridge Uni,

& participated in a Malaysian Society musical play .

i'm so proud of her deep beneath my heart :)

but it made me sad to see how far she has gone,

when i'm still wandering at th same spot .

rmb how we used to fool around pretending that we're young successful adults,

th streets of new york, living th life that we've alwys wanted .

i'm so proud of her .

but at th same time i couldn't help wondering what if .

what if i had that kind of opportunity too .

looking bck at myself,

i feel really useless *sigh*

How much longer do i need to wait .

what a joke .

i did so badly in my papers for this LAST semester here .

i couldn't even do any good here,

why bother to fantasize .

18082011 .

2011-08-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

残而不废，

更何况是有手有脚有能力自力更生的我。

某某某也可以达到那所谓的目标，

我失败的理由根本不存在。

This is when i realized,

Failure is never an option .

17082011 .

2011-08-17T01:44:00.002+08:00

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*sob*

Adieu* DPR 09/11 .

2011-08-11T03:34:00.012+08:00

Farewell Dinner of DPR Year 09/11

Date: 04.08.2011

Venue: Grand Kampar Hotel

Theme: Today's Dream; Tomorrow's Reality

Dress Code: White, Red, Black (Classy & Elegant)

It took us 2-3 weeks to organize this,

(all frustration & panic were totally understandable lol)

it was suggested by 1 of our lecturers, Ms Winny & let's just say,

we took it vry seriously *laughs madly*

it was informed in such a short notice,

& yet we managed to pull it off :)

*thumbs up* for both th magazine editors & th event coordinators !

FEW out of th hundreds,

photos:

My gang of biatches :)

w/ Ivy (3rd from right) who also attended our farewell hees .

*miang* shot #1

*miang* shot #2

My 2 pretty ladies <3

(& we arrived like, 45mins late lol)

Housemate #1 for nearly 2 years,

(whom i alwys annoy & irritate)

Lewis :)

Housemate #2 for nearly 2 years,

(my best partner in crime) *wink wink*

Ccm :)

(Fish)

She has to be th best girlf of mine here,

throughout these 2 years ;)

Fish & Cui Cui .

both have extraordinary patience *roll eyes*

Tryin' to join th guys,

look smart, no?

who have alwys put up w/ my temper hees .

& awwww,

my highsch mate who is gonna graduate w/ me,

for th 2nd time *whoot whoot*

Christine :)

My dearest lecturer who's more like a friend to me :)

Ms. Diong .

& me,

w/ th Best Smile Award lol .

how flattering teehee .

DPR 1 & 2 w/ th 3 lecturers <3

Today's actually th last day of my Diploma year in TARC :')

most of us were devastated in class .

i'll definitely miss th times that we've had togethr .

ohh wells :\

hopefully i was right .

This is not an ending; its just another New Beginning :)

til then .

i have 3 papers to sit for next week before crying my hearts out on th thought of leaving .

ending w/ this candid photo of mine .

lol :D

xx .

04082011 .

2011-08-05T03:26:00.002+08:00

The future remains uncertain and so it should,
for it is th canvas upon which we paint our desires.
Thus,
alwys th human condition faces a beautifully empty canvas.
We possess only this moment in which,
to dedicate ourselves continuously to th sacred presence which,
we share and create .

An awesome farewell dinner night ;

DPR 09/11 ;

impressive performances etc .

pictures to come !

Th ugly duckling .

2011-08-01T23:00:00.005+08:00