29122011 .

Its 5.15am when I woke up.
It's just so quiet now that this is not good right now.
It's like those late nights that made you rethink about what you did & who you've become yadah gets emo & sulk and that kind of thing.
And, it's nth good at all.
Cuz' I've been like a free soul for these few months.
I thought I very much love and want changes & all.
And I thought I wouldn't look back.
Yea well I thought.

I randomly clicked on my fb app on my ph,
And coincidentally I saw updates. Of certain people.
And it just kinda made my heart squint* a lil'.
It's just,
How can you get over someone that leaves like footprints in your heart.
I mean, like officially get over like seriously.
Enough is enough oh my goodness.

How can I be so ridiculously stupid to be led on by someone just likethat.
And yet i know even if it blossoms, it's heading nowhere.
It's not a right person wrong timing or right timing wrong person thing.
It's just, nth is right about this.

*inhale* *exhale*
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GROW UP!

Im so heading back to bed.
Im freezing.
And I will not sit here & think of my faults & flaws,
& cry my eyes off.
My eyes are swollen enough already fml.

And I'm so not looking forward to starting a brand new year this time.
What's so good about 2012 *pfft*