Girls are smarter than Boys =]

... thats my topic for my english presentation today.
I volunteered to be th first presenter *laughs*
because we were so hungry & bored,
that we planned to sneak out for breakfast right after we were through it all.
but ohh well,
i was told to have gotten 28 marks for it.
i guess it wasnt that bad right.
btw,
my attire is so funny.
well, at least i thought so :p

I wore a purple formal top,


paired w/ high waisted skirt :D


and finished th look w/ Bar's childish mickeymouse tie.

*giggles*
i was reluctant to take off th tie.
like why can't girls wear tie too huh? *stamps foot*
so there goes.
i did not take off th tie.
i refused to admit being/looking weird.
this is what i call, th uniqueness *laughs*
:)
im sick of being uhm, normal? common? usual?
shut up.

Had a really good cry yestd night.
i guess i scared some of them :\
but no doubt. i had been so emotional these few days,
which im actually starting to get scared of.
im just tired of trusting people, getting betrayed, losing friends,
and this is like a friggin' cycle.
it goes over&over again wtf.
some people might just seemed to be so caring to you,
and bloody backstabbed you. and u're totally unaware of it.
that fricking disgusts!

and i miss my dear father. a lot.
more than i ever realised :(
i hate to admit this, but im really not tough enough.
my tears. they're like nvrfuckingending.

anyway enough of th sobbing.
Im going to teluk intan later, to watch this :D

Why teluk intan?
well TGV ipoh's tickets were seemed to be fully booked/ sold.
motherf they dnt even friggin' pick up th calls!
and we're food hunting *grins*
its th companions that matter afterall (:

:)
I shouldnt care what they say.
Its what i see, what i feel, what i believe,
that matters th most.

Happy Birthday to CG (=

We've not been in touch for really long.
he seemed to think that i've withdrawed my course since we're nvr lucky enough to bump into each other in college.
we're both so busy that our friendship has downgraded to th Hi-Bye sort of friends.
but Ohh well,
i still remember his birthday afterall :)
for he might be one of my most trustable friends here.
*wink*
CG (:



had a simple, yet valued celebration in station R due to th hopeless rain.
it wasnt even close to a surprise, as planned *smack head* my bad.
but ohh well,
eventhough this lil' guy here has had loads of celebrations & cakes..
but w/ us here,
his dearest orientation groupmates *perasan*
this must be sth special & unforgettable to him *smiles*
esp after losing in touch for such long time :(


:)
i feel so lucky to have them, true friends around me.
*shows Loser sign to backstabbers & bitches* You suck.
all in all,
i've learned not to trust people easily.
and it felt sucha success whn i managed to not spill evrything out.
*thumbs up*


I can nvr stop feeling guilty to you.
why do you have to treat me so good?
whn im w/ this sort of attitude & perspective.
silly.

Birthdays :)

Holaa.
celebrated birthdays in advance during th weekends (;
my dearest sister's-
(th lack of photos due to th horrible conditions we were in) :p


and fish's





Our gang :D
lack of those who couldnt make it to Ipoh :(

----
Th restart :)
Talked over evryth yestd night, finally.
thankyouuuu for being so considerate *teary eyes*
eventho im sucha bitch th other night.
really, its nothing your fault. nothing.
u managed to fork out* explanations for me by standing in my shoes, clearing my perspective.
that's pretty impressive i must say (:
i guess evryone is aware of it right now.
but im happy that we can still remain friends,
and give each other time&space to maybe, sort things out ;)
but all in all,
you're a really great guy. i mean it.

You said Im worth evryth that u've done and will be doing.
*embrace self*


To us *smiles*
:)

rough :(

Done with my drama presentation on thursday, finally *phew*
but it was nth to be happy about.
since, we did not really do well for it.
i guess,
evryth was just too rushing & th acting didnt go smooth enough.
and i seriously think my part wasnt hard.
i was assigned to be th MC & Diana Lee, th whore for th role play.
it was th bitchy part, it was it,
that i didnt really do well in :(
i couldnt even perform a sexy walk and slutty moves *smack head*
suckshit.

ohh i had an extremely bitchy make up done for th play =s
this was before.


then, *drumrolls* Ta-daa-


and apparently im his 'mistress'.
*roll eyes*
Bar Kelvin.


---

i had my TamadunIslam paper yesterday morning :(
it sucks. really.
This is th vry first time, first time ever that,
i did not study or revise on a paper *Loser sign*

Thursday night was a really, really long night.
I finally was brave enough to text him, telling him what i felt.
but i wasnt brave enough to face him.
I couldnt stop th *sniff sniff*
I hate myself for that :(
I hate myself for evrything i've done.
I know it was entirely my fault.
his msg made me shivers, really.
i was hated.

and th call I received yestd in th afternoon right before heading bck to ipoh,
disastrous, seriously.
:(
Dnt cry?
Is that all u wanted to say?

nothing matters.
nothing.

Th weekends.

I had a great weekend (:
drove back to Ipoh w/ a severe headache right after class on friday.
Thought of heading straight to bed once i reached home.
but ohh well,
my sister came back just in time,
to grab me along to bring bitbit for grooming.
This was her before all th ChopChopChop* went.
messy :\


and *drumrolls*
Ta-daaaaaaa!

so cuteeeee right (:
eventho she looked a lil' uhm, alien-ish.

And i've finally watched this!
*jumps high*

okay so for whoever who hasnt watch this,
a reminder :\
If you're never a big fan of Megan Fox,
you should really just pass that.
No offence, don't fuckin' scratch my car.
but seriously th story line is a disaster *smack head*
but i love Megan Fox to bits though *droooools*
ohh and i went to watch this w/ my all-time favourite girlf :)





Well th show ended at around 1-ish midnight.
planned to head home after dropping off mich at first..
but plan changed *wink*
I went to join my sis and bro-in-law in Sincero :D
bumped into a senior of mine, Tiffany as well. hot to trot.
was actually not expecting my bro-in-law to be thr,
thought of just joining them for awhile and picking up my sister..
but ended up he was back from KL.
i jumped around a lil' and went off *giggles*
planned to head home.
but well, again. plan changed *winkwink*
i headed to Barroom to join Puichin's gang :D
Awesome!
everyone was so high that night.
we were standing on th couch jumping around like nobody's business.
great night *laughs*
and flirtatious enough (;





Loads of crazyass photos taken that night *laughs*
but they shouldnt be exposed.
it would seriously ruin our image *giggles*

Woke up hell early in th morning on Sunday.
had some praying ceremony done for my dear father (;
and my very kind bro-in-law washed my car for me *awwww*
he washed, vacummed and evrything (;
It was kohkoh's surprise birthday celebration that night *grins*
We had evrything done (;
right before he came over.









Oopsie wrong picture *laughs*
(Ah yan and Eric, get a room!) :D

and finally-
Ta-daaaaaaa!

th birthday boy ;)
Happy birthday to kohkoh!!


group picture *yay*

and nowadays rumours are flying around ~~
*eeeeeek*
their personal messages *smack head*
Im speechless.
and Im actually quite excited in this coming Thursday's presentation.
tho i ll be friggin' weird, being th only one wearing formal, of course with Kheong*.
w/ high heels smore *eeek*
and not forgetting being th whore, bitch, slut, ho or whatsoever..
challenging =\
support DianaLee!
*teeheeeee*

I was being really honest yestd.
but i guess he just couldnt accept th real me.
*slapself*
how funny. I ruined my own image.
i feel once again, abandoned.
Am i really that unlovable?
or was it you who made me feel so.

Ohh and stay AWAY from my Patrick alright!
no u don't punch it squeeze it throw it pinch it.


you said its ok.
its actually not ok. right.
;)
well. that's it then.

Spot me Spot me!

isnt this hamtaro*?? ;)
HAHAHA. see! no no no Im not pikaciu~
:)